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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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DAMN Y0 Y0U MUST 0F L0ST Y0UR MiND....LAY 0FF THE DRUGS!!
wow didnt we bitch you out at the wawa? there was 5 of yous and 2 of us and all u did was sit in the car.ur punk ass bf didnt say shit until i got into his face then u got out 4 2 seconds and got back into the car. the whole thing was bout mealy and u had to send keith and mike to fight for ya? that is pretty sad when you got ur big brother fightin ur drama 4 ya...and that is what it all is drama that u and mike started. that is why u and mike got into his car and bounced....so tell me again i didnt bitch mealy out bc ill do it agin, if i see him bc he aint shit.
the only immature shit ur bro had to but up with was u...even he said it was all ur fault bc u run ur mouth and smutt it up.
and how did robbie almost get his ass beat? keith pushed him and then it was done, bc u know if it would of went any further i would of been dead in the middle fuccin everyone up. im loyal to my man and i would kill for him no matter what....that is what a real girl friend is, but wait that is right you wouldnt know that. but if you bothered to stick around instead of takin off like lil bitches you would of seen that keith admitted he was wrong and that he over reacted bc it was the wrong person and he apoliged like a real man.
so im glad to hear your on 4 bigger and better things but what? at least i go to college on a scholarship and i pay the rest my self, u had urs handed to ya on a silver plate and u were stupid enough to pass it up so what is so bigger and better now? u work in a pizza store? u gonna be there the rest of your life tryin to pay bills??? or you gonna live off another dude?? so what else is bigger and better??? you chill with all ur brothers friends bc none of ur actual friends wanna chill with ya anymore anyway bc they see how much of a bitch you changed in to, you are just too two faced now that no one knows when to believe ya. you still do drugs so what is so bigger and better??? N O T H I N G!!
i dont give a shit bout you, u aint nuttin to me anyway but a waste of everyting so have all the fun you want now bc eventually you will be the one left unhappy...o yeah we got one more thing 4 ya....
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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♥Steph and ♥Robbie | - Might conceive twenty-eight thousand e-children.
- Enjoy it when they write to each other periodically.
- Dance terribly and have plenty of fun.
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♥Stephanie and ♥Robert | - Trying to conceive some Elven kids.
- Enjoy it when they read sweetly.
- Have still not exactly determined who is more ticklish.
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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had lunch at olive garden
i got to see my baby today...it was great...we actually got to talk bout shit and get on the same page bout shit and how we feel and why shit was happening...then we actually went out...just me and him...we also got to go visit people...and of couse it was so good lovin too...lol...i had a great time.
i got 2 dvds
after i got back from takin my brother home....which was kool too bc me and him got to talk....i went to chill with weezie and i seen some of my old peeps i havnt seen in a min...i had so much fun and a few too many shots...lol....i miss the old days when we would just be all stupid and i love how all the people i used to like when i was in like 8th grade all try and hit on me now...i just tell em all...nah...i got my man now, no i would never cheat on him and i love him to death.....lol....i love it and i love their reactions....i guess they all just thought my life stopped when i stopped chillin with them and that i would never be with anyone...o well their loss
today was just awesome
well im tired as shit so i think ima go to bed....latelate
sorry if this didnt make sence im tired and drunk
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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WARNING:Some very emotional and heartfelt shit ahead!This shit is 100% original and by me so don't hate and try to take my shit Bitches, if ya must be a bitter at least give me some credit!
Why after everything we went threw are we still together?
Why am I a Bitch?
Why am I so good to you?
Why am I writing this?
Why are you so selfish?
Why are you hyprocritical?
Why can't I trust you?
Why can't I ever be happy anymore?
Why did you cheat on me
Why do I open myself up to get let down?
Why do I expect so much of you?
Why do I love you so much?
Why do I always feel like you have someone else?
Why do I always worry about you?
Why do I sometimes get them urges that I can't go threw with?
Why do I know everything WON'T be ok with out you?
Why do I know I can not break up with you?
Why do I know I can not live with out you?
Why do I cry myself to sleep everynight your not there?
Why do I PRAY for everything to work out as planned?
Why do I feel like you don't appreciate anything?
Why do I feel like you don't love me?
Why do I feel the way I feel?
Why do I feel im not good enough?
Why do I feel your my responsibility?
Why do I feel like I can't go on with out you?
Why do I feel like we should be FOREVER?
Why do I feel like it all could be over so quickly?
Why do I care so much?
Why do I sit by the phone and wait for your call?
Why do I think your the ONLY one?
Why do I put up with your shit?
Why do I put you first?
Why do I believe everything you say?
Why do I wanna share a house with you?
Why do I want to be with you forever?
Why do I want you to be the father of my kids?
Why do I MISS you so much?
Why do we do drugs?
Why do we think we are Bonnie and Clyde?
Why do you lie to me?
Why do you just leave me?
Why do you do the things you do?
Why do you make me act the way I do?
Why do you take me for granted?
Why do you hurt me?
Why do you act like you don't care?
Why do you sometimes try to push me away?
Why do you think your not good enough?
Why do you think you know what's best?
Why do you say your gonna bring me up with you?
Why do you feel the need to talk to other females?
Why do the stupitest things make me cry?
Why does it have to be this way?
Why don't I ever come first?
Why don't I care about the facts?
Why don't I go out and have fun with out you?
Why don't you say what you feel?
Why don't you see what others see?
Why don't you respect me?
Why isn't life fair?
Why were you sent to me?
...ALL BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!
This list could go on forever of both good and bad and that is why we are ment to be!
<3 Robbie & Steph <3 <3 6*11*03 <3 <3 Together Forever <3
<3 Stephanie Marie
 
<3 Our 2nd Christmas Together <3 December 2004 <3
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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Hope your holidays were good!
Well tonight was different....I had fun with my girlies but it was wierd with out Robbie being there so of couse I had to go see him...lol...we went to eat at Sonny's, then we walked around Olde City for awhile then we went to Penns Landing and there were so many people there...u could not even drive the streets and bridges we filled with people...i even seen my brother Jay there...lol the fire works were really nice and it even stopped traffic on deleware ave and 95 bc people just double parked in the middle of the highways to see them. i never seen so many people in one place in Philly EVER! i took forever to get off that bridge and actually driving on market street.
Tomorrow im goin to Maryland with my mama, my baby and my best friend from home to see my nephew...im so excited i cant wait
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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happy holidays everyone...
well since i have been back nuttin really big has happened but im glad i got to see some of my old friends (steph n lissa...juli too) but i miss temple already...i miss my jackie and our 3am convos....i have been up till then like everynight jackson! i have been spending almost every day with robbie witch i do enjoy...lol...fun times...the 1st couple of days i was wacked outta my mind so it dont seem like i have been here 4 that long....i did go to one of my cousions games....we all got into a fight with the other team and almost got thrown out...lol gotta love HS basketball...for once the cops were on our side...lol...and we went to see meet the fockers... it was so funny...well i gotta go do some late min shoppin...ill update more later!
luv yas
o i finally got my pics back and i forget who all wanted one so let me know
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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i hate all of this shit, im just tired of it all. tired of all the drama and tired of having to be alone. even when people are here i just feel like im by myself. i hate how i cant tell people whats wrong with me with out them ganing bias aganist another person. i hate how i always have to apolige for stuff i didnt do of shit i didnt say. i hate how when things are said one way and ment to be understood that way how people change them around to work for them. i hate how plans are made with me in advance but when other people have 'better' stuff to do im just disregarded.im tired of all the lies and high school bullshit. and i hate how im not allowed to have friends either. im so sorry lissa. ur one of the few if not the only one i can actually chill and have fun with now and i know u probaly dont wanna do that anymore...if u ever wanna come down again it will have to be when he is workin so he just cant show up or when he aint on pills...i love him but not when he is like that. Juli is here but i feel bad just tellin her all this shit bc i dunno if she can relate to me or not. then there was kip but ever since i came here we dont talk anymore....then when we do it is always something bad and i dunno who to believe anymore bc she has lied to me before too...and under the circumstances other people who really dont even know her said not to believe it either. but she always seems to busy 4 me anyway and then robbie bitched at her last night too, so that is probably done 4 good now or until im not with rob anymore...which sucks bc i miss her being around all the time but i dont wanna lose rob....i just dunno what to do anymore. and i got jackie too but i dunno about that either. i know she is my friend and i lover her to death but...(this sounds very selfish of me and i cant believe im sayin this bc it sucks)... i feel like i really cant talk to her anymore either. she is with bobby and and im so happy for the both of them but its wierd. bobbie has changed alot (mostly for the better and im happy 4 him) and i cant really talk to him anymore like i did before plus im afraid to piss him off. and jackie has her problems with bobbie so i feel so stupid talkin to her bout all my petty shit that is goin on with robbie bc it is all so stupid compared to what she is dealin with. and i know robbie is here just as much as bobbie is but when bobbie is here i feel like i gotta walk on eggshells and that i really cant talk to jackie and the whole situation sucks bc they are both my friends but then when the whole 'thing' comes up i dunno what to do...i mean im there 4 bobbie bc that is my boi but jackie is my roomie and i so understand where she is commin from. but i knew ashley b4 too...we used to chill and we was cool until she did that shit to bobbie (then we all was gonna fight her but that is a different story). its just if jackie gets hurt ima feel really bad and im gonna feel like its my fault. Jackie if you read this dont get mad. i hate how im so needy...im not used to being by myself and i just feel like a burden on everyone.
anywayz im sorry for goin into all this drama just bc im pissed off but i had to get it off my chest...i need to vent bc i feel like there is never anyone around for me to talk to anymore. i know i have a problem but i just feel ignored sometimes. its sad but i feel like the computer is my only friend...there is always some to talk to that will listen to me bitch on here.
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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WOW It has been awhile! i really dont feel like up dating nuttin really new though...well i hate my RA and i hope she dies...i have no idea what im gonna be doin next year with school and housing....i love robbie and we are doin ok but he just seems to piss me off everyday over stupid shit...im just not really happy anymore and i feel like i have no friends and i never do anything anymore. and i wish i would get my normal period!...fuck..what the hell is goin on with me?? and my math teacher...lol...Gotta love math....walked all the way to the other side of campus in the wind and rain...get there 10 mins early and the teacher sends us home because he don't feel like teaching! God college is GREAT!
Pic is supposed to be Spike form Buffy...SOOO HOTT!
WOW SO TRUE:
The love of my life: Robbie John
Will Break My Heart: Damn I knew I had to watch out for my Roomie, JACQUICE!
Best Kisser:Yeah I knew It had to be Curtis
Best cuddler:Kipper and I had our share of Cuddling, Waking up next to each other and thinking we was sleepin with Rob!...lol...Good times!
You secretly dream of:Yep Dan I dream of you all the time
But this person dreams of you:I knew you Dreamed of me Jala...i guess you miss hearin me make all theose noises at night...lol
Will handcuff you and screw you silly: Damn Bobbi Jo yous a FRAEK
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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ok well thigs are not so great:
class: i never go anymore....i wanna be here but i just have no desire to do anything. i dunno y im ever here...i dunno what i wanna do anymore.
friends: what r those again??...i feel liek im all alone unless robbie is here...yes i do have friends but its wierd....like my only 2 close friends here are jackie and juli...juli is always here 4 me and jackie is too but its wierd now bc i feel like im botherin jackie if i wanna talk to her bc she is either busy studying (which i should be too)or bobby is here...i love bobby and im happy 4 the 2 of them but i just feel awakard speeking to either of them now..it just sucks...i wish i had more friends here
robbie: i thought we were doing good 4 awhile there and so was he. i dont wanna keep him away from his friends but when he is around some of em is when he seems to fucc up...i love him so much and he is here alot but i feel like WE never spend time together....when he is here he is either online, playin some kind of game or sleepin. is it so wrong 4 me not to want my boyfriend to be talkin to other girls online??? or am i over reacting? i feel like he has no respect 4 me anymore. the only time we ever talk is when he wants something. i hate it...i dont want him to leave i dont wanna break up with him and i have no desire to bc i only wanna be with him but sometimes i just feel like tellin him to pack ur shit and leave.....im tired of being treated like shit bc i deserve alot better than that....i give that kid everything that i can...no matter what it is and he knows i would do whatever i could 4 him. and when he is gone i feel so lost and lonly...all i do is cry all the time, even over the stupidest stuff - i used to not let anyone see me cry and now im like the bigest baby!...and im scared to go out bc i dont wanna miss his call because thats just horrible.
home: i have no idea what is goin on back home but i know my mom hates me....i have issues and she knows that but everytime she calls it always seems to be at a bad time so she thinks im just being a bitch toward her when im just not in a good mood....which is all the time bc im just so depressed.
whats next?: well next semester i hope i like my classes better bc i picked them out and i picked the times. but i still dunno what to do bc im so far behind.....this summer i have to work so i have a place to stay bc i cant get into a dorm next year but i need to take summer courses so i can catch up with my courses....so i dunno what to do and i really dont wanna have to commute over the summer so i dunno.
well i think im gonna go try and get something to eat with juli at the sac....hope i gave yall enough to read for now since it has been awhile since i been on and it will probably be awhile till i update again.
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Monday, September 20th, 2004
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 Your Specialty: One on OneIn fact, your sex is pretty regular and average most of the time, isn't it? While you're not a sexual prude, maybe you should spice things up a little next time... Or try to perfect some other skills. There's more than just two sex positions. Why don't you try playing with some toys next time or maybe try a threesome. ;) There's a little sex kitten lurking in all of us. What's Your Sex Specialty?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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wow im really drunk right now and i need to update this in the worst way...maybe i will do it tomorrow if i have time...well im gonna go to bed...luv ya all
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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OMG last night...the sex was AMAZING...and I finally got him to do it AGAIN!...yep that!...OMG I was in heaven....I was goin crazy...and we was talkin about "Robbie Jr." too. I wish it could be like that all the time!...It was the best sex EVER but he deff fucced my neck up!...lol...and he did this thing with his tongue...wow...there are no word to describe it but WOW!
He told me to love him last night and I promised him I would forever! Thats why we stay together. He told me he loved me too but I dunno bout all that now. It really seemed like he ment it though!...Just the way he was acting. He was kissin me all over and everything and then this morning I got to wake up to his voice...he didnt get to sleep over so he called me...aww...i know...lol....and then he came to see me today...I was so happy and he is comming on Wed!
Well I got an 840 class tomorrow and lots of homework so im gonna go to bed! O yeah I think I gotta get a new BFF! :( Ill tell yas later...long story!
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
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Your Specialty: One on OneIn fact, your sex is pretty regular and average most of the time, isn't it? While you're not a sexual prude, maybe you should spice things up a little next time... Or try to perfect some other skills. There's more than just two sex positions. Why don't you try playing with some toys next time or maybe try a threesome. ;) There's a little sex kitten lurking in all of us. What's Your Sex Specialty?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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HEY...i just got bacc in from another FRAT party...well what else would it be???...lol...well im kinda tipsy!...hahaha...it was a jewish frat so it was really nice!...and there was alot of hotties in there....ill tell ya later....but i still love my robbie and i only wanna be with him, i cant wait to see him tomorrow!...and bobbert n kip....i think we r goin to a party tomorrow too! well ima bout to lay down and watch a movie!
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